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Feel
By Rany
She sat there and stared at her love lying pale and lifeless on the table. She leaned over felt the weak breath on her cheek, kissed her dying love and spoke,
Bella, Bang'wI, remember the accident which left me temporarily disfigured. I know you must because you protected me. You made me feel whole. You reminded me that your love stretched beyond the physical and into that spiritual realm that is true love. Do you want to know something strange, something I have never told you? do not remember what my mangled wrecked eye looked like, but I do remember feeling the need to run to you that day and I remember every second of our lovemaking and how you made me feel like I was everything to you.
I remember you pushing me up against the wall in our quarters and kissing me like there was no tomorrow. Of course, the captain called you away and ruined the good time, but the way you made me feel is imprinted on my heart.
Do you understand what I am saying bang'wI? I do not remember what my eye looked like. I remember how you made me feel.
I remember very little about our first party as a couple but I have vivid memories of stealing your sweet kisses at every chance. I could not think. I could not talk. You were there and my thoughts, my being was full of you.
I remember the first day we made love. I wrapped myself in a towel to spare you the sight of Borg implants. I remember you tore it off and declared that I would never need to hide from you. I felt like a woman that day because you made me feel that way.
You said "I SAW YOU AS MOTHER TO ALL MY CHILDREN, MY SOULMATE, MY CONFIDANT ,MY BEST OF FRIENDS , MY GIRL AND HOPEFULLY AT SOME POINT,....MY WIFE"
Bella when I was with you, when I am with you. I feel like I am the world. I cannot explain it properly. There are tears in my eyes and I am unsure whether they are tears of joy or tears of pain.
Bella you breathed me and I lived you. You were, you are my life. There is a passage in a book, which when paraphrased describes my love for you perfectly. **I love you not because of the way you look or the way you speak. I love you because you more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, yours and mine are the same, and anyone else's is as different as a moonbeam from lightening, or frost from fire. **
My love, tell them to hold the Barge. I will follow.
The End