DISCLAIMER: I don't own any of these characters; all rights go to those who do. I am just using them. Lyrics were taken from the songs, My Girl by The Tamtations, Everything by Lifehouse, If You're Not the One by Daniel Bedingfield, Show Me the Way Back to Your Heart.by Brian McKnight, and Beautiful by Meshell Ndegeocello.
ARCHIVING: Only with the permission of the author.
If You're Not the One
By Dearlylovedaimee
"If you just tuned in, thanks for joining us here on this warm Pine Valley night! I am your host, Full Moon; dedicated to playing you nothing but today's most romantic hits here at LUV 107.6!
If you missed out on the first hour of our show, let me fill you in. Tonight's topic is unrequited love! So, if someone out there has a story to tell us tonight or even just a simple request, don't be shy. We are all ears her at LUV 107.6, offering you a sympathetic ear and all the best-unrequited hits you can handle!
Let's start off the new hour with, a phone call from one of our loyal listener! Hello and who am I speaking too…?"
Bianca sat nervously in front of her radio. Whatever possessed her to do this, she'll never know. Maybe it was the need for a sympathetic ear, or maybe it was because she hadn't really had time to heal.
After Lena left Pine Valley to be with her mother in Chicago, she found herself needing someone more and more as each day passed. It's not like it hadn't been awhile. In fact, it had been almost two months since Lena walked out of her life, and she still didn't know how to breathe without her love.
If truth be told Lena didn't leave of her own free will, she was pushed away.
'If only I had fought, maybe she would still be here with me! Hugging me, laughing with me, kissing me, making love to me. All those spectacular things that people do when they're truly in love!'
There was just one problem Lena wasn't the one she was supposed to be doing them with!
Bianca had tried to get over the past. She had tried to get over all of the lies Lena had told her, all of the fights they had encountered, all of the resentment she felt. The same resentment, that sent her in the arms of the one person she knew she was truly meant to be with, Maggie.
It had started out merely as a small plead for help, but wound up bringing her heart right back to the same place it had been a few months ago. Bianca tried to fight it, telling herself time and time again that Maggie had Henry and that was all there was to it. But your heart has a funny way of picking and choosing who it beats for. And for Bianca, that one person would forever and always be Maggie Stone!
This wasn't something Bianca had set out to do. It wasn't like she meant to hurt Lena. But the minute Lena saw the way Bianca's eyes shone every time Maggie walked in the room she knew that the battle for her heart was lost.
Sure she made efforts to surpass it, telling herself that she was the one Bianca had chased down at the airport. But all that still wasn't enough.
Lena couldn't compete with the history that was between the two friends. She couldn't deal with the finishing of each other's sentences, the moments that were only shared between the two of them, and worst of all; she couldn't stand being the one to receive the affection that was clearly not intended for her.
She finally got sick of living a lie and put Bianca to the ultimate test. She knew if there were any possible way that she sincerely cared for her, she would go Chicago with her and meet her family. Show her, no prove to her, that she was 'the one' that Bainca was meant to spend her life with. Sadly, just like everything else in Lena's life, she turned out to be another let down.
Bianca knew in her heart of hearts, she couldn't make that kind of commitment. She tried to convince herself that Lena and her's love could conquer all, but not when your love for another is stronger. So she let her go. Gracefully and stupidly, she let her go. And now she was alone again.
She thought that she would have Maggie there to comfort and support her. She thought that their friendship would survive even the rockiest of conditions, but again she was wrong.
Maggie had moved on. She and Henry were still very much in love. He proved how he felt, when he came clean about the cheating. He professed his undying love for her the minute he took the wrap for the whole thing. And of course, how could Maggie resist? He was everything she had every hoped and wished for. And for that, Bianca would always hate him! Not hate in "I want to kill you way", but hate in "I am so jealous that you have the heart that is supposed to belong to me" way. And that was when she started to withdrawal again.
After spending three long months trying to re-build an already unsteady friendship, it seemed to crumble before her feet yet again. She began to pull "the don't touch me" routine and Maggie finally put two and two together. She told Bianca that she couldn't go through this with her again. She told her that she felt she had developed an un-healthy attachment towards her and that she should just come to terms with the fact that she was not now nor ever going to be Frankie. Frankie was dead, and Maggie wasn't about to become a poor substitute for her.
But that was just it Bianca didn't feel that way. She loved Maggie for Maggie not because she saw Frankie, but because she saw a loving person. The person she wanted to confide in, spend the rest of her life with, love for eternity, and make her life with. She saw a smart, unique, funny, talented, and utterly devoted friend and human being. She noticed all of the things people never would. The way she smiled when you mentioned Anna and David, the way she scrunched her nose when she didn't like something, the way she babbled when she was nervous, or the way her eyes sparkled when she talked about her future. A future that sad to say would not include Bianca.
You never prepared to hear someone tell you that they no longer want you in their lives. Especially, when you know that that's right where you belong. How could she face life without no support, no Lena, and more importantly, without Maggie? So she was doing the only thing she could think of, she was apologizing.
Maggie wouldn't return any of her phone calls, she wouldn't read any of her letters, and she wouldn't even attempt to be in the same room with Bianca. So she was apologizing in a way that she hoped would reach her tonight, using the radio.
Maggie listened to LUV 107.6 every free minute she had. She always had it playing when she was studying, reading, and even talking to her friends. So she was hoping that somewhere out there she had her radio on right at this moment and would listen to what she had to say.
"Hello, and who am I speaking too…?"
"Hello?!"
"Hello, are you still there?"
"I…oh…sorry, yeah I'm here! I am just a little nervous. You see I've never done this before?"
"It's okay…what did you say your name was?"
"Binks, you can just call me Binks!"
"Well, it's nice to meet you Binks! What can we do for you tonight here at LUV 107.6?"
"Actually, I was hoping you would do two things for me? The first thing I want you to do was allow me the chance to reach my best friend and tell her how sorry I am for hurting her. Then I was hoping you could play her a song from the heart."
"Well, Binks that sounds like a pretty big request, but I am a sucker for unrequited love. So lets here what you have to say!"
Maggie sat impatiently in the parking lot waiting for Henry to arrive. She hadn't been this nervous in her entire life. No, that's not true, there was only one other time in her life she had let herself get this worked up, that was the night she and Bianca went to the prom.
She smiled as she remembered how she had acted. She was so desperate to impress Binks that she completely lost her head. She had always had that affect on her, even now that they weren't friends any more.
It was her fault really she overreacted. If she had just let Bianca explain what was wrong, maybe she would still be sitting here today. If she had just let herself admit that she madly in love with her, maybe it would be her she was having dinner with and not Henry.
"Come on Henry, what the hell is taking so damn long!"
She wasn't sure why she was in such a hurry to be near him, it's not like it really mattered. He wasn't Bianca and he never would be. He would never make her smile the way Bianca did. He would never be able to touch her the way Bianca did. Make her feel the way Bianca did. And he would never be what Bianca was to her. He would never have that special place in her heart that existed only for her Bianca.
The only problem was that that same exact place that existed within Bianca's heart belonged to her sister, Frankie. She knew it every since the "champagne incident. Binks was dead set on finding a replacement for Frankie. And Maggie couldn't allow herself to be sucked in, for the sake of her own feelings.
The one thing that still bothered Maggie till this day was where Lena had fit into this whole story. She knew that at one point Binks had been madly in love with her, but than that all changed when she found out about what the press referred to as the "Cambius Scandal."
She saw her friend play tug-a-war back in forth with her heart. She watched Bianca try and force herself to love Lena after she broke her trust, but like they say, "You can't change the past, what's done is done!" Lena lost Binks' trust, and for some odd reason she was never able to win it back.
Maggie had often wondered what part she had played in the downfall of her friend's relationship. She knew that it didn't help when she and Bianca connected the way they did when they all hung out together. She could sense the jealousy in Lena's presence whenever she and Bianca would finish each other's sentences, share intimate moments, and even the way Bianca would use her to make Maggie jealous.
At first, it had worked. The thought of someone else touching her Binks, made her spin around a full 360 degrees. Her heart broke just a little more each time they would kiss. And Maggie would lose all reason when she would see the glow in Binks' face after she knew they had made love the night before. She wished just once, she could be transported into an alternate universe. One that would give her the opportunity to change the events of time, having her instead of running away from her feelings, having courage enough to confront them.
Each time she dreamed, Maggie would see the two of them walking, talking, even making love in that very place they confessed their feelings for one another.
She saw them a few years older, with two children and a house they had built with love. She saw them still very much in love; only this time there wasn't just them. There were two other very special visitors.
There was a little boy, who appeared to be about 3 or 4 years old. He had her blonde hair, and Bianca's sparkling doe brown eyes. He was running through their front yard, straight into her awaiting arms. And every time the dream was the same.
Both she and the little boy would fall back into the grass, laughing and hugging each other just a little tighter. She would then release her tight grip she had on his fragile body and lift him to the sky, and then bring him back down safely into her waiting arms mouthing, "Leo Travis Stone, I love you so very much!" And the little boy would just snuggle closer to his mommy and tell her he loved her too!
Bianca was never far in this fantasy. She sat on the porch rocking their little girl gently in her arms. She would sing to her, always the same song.
And, as she would do this, she would take one of her fingers and ever so softly poke the little girl in her belly. And just like always, the little girl would smile and giggle, letting out fits of drool at how happy all the love and tenderness Bianca gave her made her feel.
She was the only one who knew how to do this. And as the little girl would get more and more excited in her mother's arms, she would kick and wave her arms around sending her pink baby blanket falling to the ground.
Maggie, being the loving wife she was, would scoop little Leo into her motherly embrace and twirl him around until they reached to where his mother and baby sister were sitting. And then Maggie would tilt him upside down, and lower him so that he was able to pick up the blanket and hand it to his mother. But only if she would give him a kiss as a simple thank you.
Each time Maggie came to this part of the dream, she would watch carefully each time to see what her little girls name was on the blanket. It took me about three or four times of having this dream, to finally notice that the name on the blanket was Mona Francis Stone.
And then she'd come to the last part of the dream. Maggie only knew this because time seemed to play in slow motion. After little Leo would give Bianca and baby Frankie back her blanket, Maggie would carefully set him down. Leo would excitedly run into their house, calling after Grandma Erica, Grandma Anna, Grandpa Jack, Grandpa David, Aunt Kendall, and Aunt Greenlee, only to shower them with his never-ending hugs and kisses.
Maggie would remain outside, just standing there mesmerized by the sight of her beautiful wife now rocking little Frankie to a blissful slumber.
And as Bianca watched protectively as her baby girl's eyes finally give into the irresistible calls of sleep; she'd look up at. It was a look that is like none other Maggie had received from her. It is a look that told her, that there is not a single place in the entire universe that she would rather be. And in her dream, Maggie would always cock her head to the left, and mouths the words that she had been waiting a lifetime to say, "I love you so much Bianca!"
And just as things seemed like they would last forever, every thing around Maggie would begin to fade and she was forced to face the cold reality.
"You're thinking too much Stone, WAY TOO MUCH! I think it's LUV time!"
"If you're just tuning in, we've been talking to our first caller of the second hour. Her name is Binks, and she's got a special apology and dedication to send out to a certain best friend. So Binks you were just about to tell us your story…"
"Well, Mr. Moon it all star…"
"Ah, that Full Moon, no Mr. No one fancy to impress here Binks; just be yourself!"
"Yeah, sorry. All right, Full Moon, it's like this; I had a girlfriend, her name was Frankie. Well, about two years ago she was brutally murdered; leaving a lot of un-answered questions surrounding her death. Any way, her sister, Maggie; came to town to find out what exactly happened to her; and that was the day my life changed forever. You see over time, we developed a wonderful friendship; and I thought, I had finally found someone that I could truly love and spend the rest of my life with. The only problem was, she isn't gay. So I tried everything to push her away; I even went so far as to push her in the arms of another man, in hopes I would get over it. Sadly though, my feelings never changed; so one night, I forced myself to take a chance, and finally tell her how I felt. Just like I had anticipated, she didn't reciprocate my feelings; instead, we ended up drifting further and further apart.
Well, after we discontinued our friendship, we both moved on. She found herself a nice boyfriend, and I fell in love with a wonderful woman. However, this woman lied to me and I lost all of my trust in her. So I took comfort in the only person I could think of, Maggie. Slowly over time, we learned how to be friends again. I also patched my relationship up with my ex-girlfriend, and I thought things were going to work out okay.
It was much easier for me somehow, knowing that I had someone who cared about me in the way she couldn't. But, again I screwed everything up, and just like before with my friend, my girlfriend and I drifted apart; and she ended up leaving for Europe to be with family. She gave me all of the typical reasons for a break up; we just weren't connecting like we use too, we didn't have anything in common like before, but only on thing really struck home for me. It was when she told me that no matter how hard she tried, she would never mean as much to me as Maggie does.
I went into paranoia after that, I just couldn't deal with the fact that she was right. I did still love Maggie, with all my heart; and no matter how hard I try, there will always be a place deep down in my heart that only she can fill. So I began to do the same things I did before. I wouldn't let her come near me, touch me; and being the smart one she was, she put two and two together and finally ended our friendship.
She told me that she couldn't handle being a substitute for her sister; but what she doesn't know, is that I love her for her, not who she reminds me of. I don't wake up every morning thinking about Frankie, I am thinking about Maggie. She is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, she is the one I want to build my life with, and she is the one I want to share my every thing.
I just don't know how to reach her heart, to make her see that she will never be anything less then my universe."
Bianca was beyond tears now. She couldn't believe she was just sitting there in the dead of night, spilling her guts to a radio DJ. I bet everybody out there listening, including Full Moon, must have thought she was psychotic.
She waited nervously for him to say something insulting to her like get over it or your pathetic; but that's not what happened.
"Wow Binks, it sounds like Maggie loves you as much as you love her; or else she wouldn't worry so much about whether she had your heart."
"And believe me Full Moon, she does more than she will ever know, more than I think I could ever express to her in words. I love everything about her. I love the way she makes me laugh, the way she makes me blush when she would tell me how beautiful she thought I was, I love her smile, and I love her eyes. I even love it when she would get mad at me, just because I knew she cared.
I am a firm believe that you should never give up on life, that you should grab it by the threads and hang onto it for dear life; but lately, all I think about is ending it. I don't want to be without her, but I don't want be near her, because I just make her un-happy.
You want to know the real reason I am doing this, it's not so that I have someone to talk to; in fact, it's not about me at all. And I don't know even know if she is out there listening as we speak; but if she is, I just want her to know that I am sorry that I made her feel for even a second, that she wasn't the most important person in my life.
And I guess that all I have energy to say; besides, I bet your listeners are getting tired of hearing me go on and on. I just want to give them one piece of advice, it you love someone; don't be ashamed to tell them! You never know when you could loose them. Thanks for just being there Full Moon; I really appreciate it!"
"No Binks, thank you! It's people like you that remind me that true love does really exist, but only if you are willing to embrace it. So for you I have a special song. And to Maggie, wherever you are, you'd be a fool to let her go! So ladies and gentleman her is Daniel Bedingfield with If You're Not the One on LUV 107.6
"If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you're not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you're not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We will make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I cant take it, I don't understand
If I am not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If your not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why your so far away
But I know that this much is true
We will make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in your the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I cant take it, I don't understand
If I am not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether its wrong or right
And though I cant be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I cant take it, I don't understand
If I am not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?"
Maggie sat first in aw at what Bianca had just done. The nerve of her to talk about their personal lives for all of Pine Valley to hear. Then, she calmed down enough and was finally able to listen to what she was saying. That's when the water works hit. She couldn't even imagine a time in her whole life, where she felt so much love, pain, and regret all at the same time. It hadn't really hit her how much damage she had put Bianca through, until she heard her speak about not wanting to live.
She sat in agony, as the song played on. She looked up to the heavens, grabbed the first star she could see, and then closed her tightly and made a wish.
"Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight. Wish I may, wish I might, have this wish I wish tonight. God, it's me Maggie! I know it's been along time since we've talked, but I really need you to send me an angel to help me find the way back to Binks' heart. I can't do this anymore, but I don't think I can do it alone. I love her, God; I love her with all my heart. Please don't let her give up on me!"
Maggie's prayers were broken by the sudden silence that fell upon the radio station. She opened her eyes once again, only to realize that the song was over.
She quickly caught sight of herself in the rearview mirror, and began to fumble thru her purse for some Kleenex. She wiped her tears, re-applied her makeup, and hope to heaven that Henry didn't notice she had been crying.
When she was all done, she sloped back into her seat, trying to think about what she was going to do next. That's when it happened, that's when God sent someone to show her the way.
"Laddies and gentleman, if you just tuned in, we would like to take this time to welcome you to LUV 107.6. I'm you man of the hour, Full Moon, playing you nothing but today's most romantic hits. Tonight's topic is unrequited love, and if you just tuned in, we would like to tell you about Binks.
Binks was our first caller of the hour; she had a situation with her best friend. But hopefully, you, our audience, will have some good advice to give her that may help her out through this crisis, because we all know what it's like to be in love!
Our first caller is a young PVU student by the name of Henry. Henry it's good to meet you man, what advice can you give Binks that may help her out?"
Maggie's mind jumped back to reality, when she heard the sounds of her now so ex-boyfriend on the other end of the radio.
"Henry Chin, what the hell are you doing?!"
"Well, actually Full Moon, my advice is for Maggie. I just wanted to tell her that I think she is a fool for letting someone as terrific as Binks walk out of her life. I mean we all know how hard it is to find true love, so when you do, you have to grab it with all of your heart, and never let it go."
Maggie felt the tears beginning to build up behind her eyes. They were tears of happiness and regret. It was a relief to finally have some clarity in her life; but at the same time, she felt terrible about all the things she had put Henry through. Obviously, he had known all this time. Apparently, everybody knew, everybody except for her.
Just then, she saw Henry pull up, get out of his car and begin to walk towards her. Her eyes widened with panic, as she suddenly realized just how close he was to her now. So she did the first thing she could thing of, she hit the lock button on her doors.
She saw him come to a screeching halt, and slouched down in her seat, in hopes to hide the apparent guilt on her face.
Henry, sensing the panic in his girlfriend, used the only tools he had at the moment, his cell phone and the radio.
"Listen Maggie, wherever you are, I just want you to know, it's okay for you to love her! It's okay for you to want to be with her, she seems like a very special person. She obviously loves you more than life itself!"
Maggie sat in her car, taking in every word he was saying to her. She felt the warm salt-water flow heavily from her eyes, and then reached over to unlock her doors, carefully got out of her car, and began to walk towards Henry, who was still talking.
"Maggie, don't let your one chance at true love leave you behind. I hope that this next request will help you find your guiding light. Full Moon will you please play Show Me The way Back to Your Heart by Brian McKinght?!"
"Anything for you Henry, anything for you! Maggie I hope this helps you find the way back to Binks' heart."
"I remember days and nights were never cold
Had you in my life, I had you there to hold
And I remember love warm as a summer day
But I lost you
And I lost my way
Now I'm in the rain
Begging you please, please
Baby, won't you show me the way back to your heart
Let me see a sign to know if I'm close or far
Lead me back to the road
That leads back to your arms
Every night another lonely street
I walk down alone
Searching for a light
Your light to lead me home
Leave a candle in the window
And let it shine for me
Take my hand and take these tears away
I can't take the pain
I'm on my knees begging you please
Baby, won't you show me the way back to your heart
Let me see a sign to know if I'm close or far
Lead me back to the road
That leads back to your arms
Take my hand
Take me in your arms
I'm out in the dark
Down on my knees, begging you please
Baby, won't you show me the way back to your heart
Let me see a sign to know if I'm close or far
Lead me back to the road
That leads back to your arms "
Henry no more than hit the talk button on his phone, before a distraught Maggie lunged herself into his arms.
"Hey you, what are you still doing here, go get her already!"
Maggie pulled out of his embrace, placed a gentle kiss on her cheek, and was back in her car.
Henry smiled as he watched her drive out of his life forever. But it wasn't as sad as he thought it would be. He knew that Maggie had never loved him the way he deserved to be loved. You can't force what's not there.
"Good luck Maggie and remember listen to your heart!"
It seemed like not more then ten minutes had passed and there was Maggie standing out side of Myrtle's door. She wasn't quite sure what to say or do. She was now thinking back to the beginning of her night while she was waiting for Henry. She was remembering when she had said she had never so nervous in her entire life; well, once again she was wrong!
But the first part wasn't about Bianca; at least not all of it! She had finally decided that she and Henry just weren't working out. He would always be special to her. He was the first man that she ever trusted enough to giver herself too; but at the same time she knew something was wrong, when images of Bianca kept popping up in her head when they made love. You know, its things like that, that tend to really put a damper on your love life!
She smiled at herself, for still having the audacity to crack a joke at the most inappropriate of all times. She then felt her slightly skip a beat at the thought that just behind this very front door and up the stairs; would be the most amazing woman of her dreams, sleeping soundly in her bed, un-knowingly waiting to be taken.
"This is for you Binks! I promise that I will never again let us be apart!"
She pleasantly reached under the mailbox; thanking God, that she knew where Myrtle kept the spare key. She quietly opened the front door, hoping not to wake any of the guests.
She made her way her up the stairs and all the way down the hall to Bianca's room. Paused only for a moment, to contemplate how she wanted to make her entrance. At first, she thought about knocking; but that was too polite. She wanted it to be seductive. Then she thought about just forgetting the whole damn thing; but that was just stupid. That's when she remembered over-hearing Bianca telling Lena one of her fantasies.
BINGO!
Casually, she walked into the room as if she had been living there her entire time in Pine Valley. When she cracked the door, she caught a glimpse of an obviously distraught Bianca trying to cry herself to sleep. She stood in the doorway, feeling her heart crumble at her feet. How could watching someone in so much pain have this kid of affect on her? And it wasn't just anyone; it was Bianca. Good old Binks! She would never hurt a soul, especially not Maggie; but here she was slowly dying inside, and it was all Maggie's fault.
It became too much for her to bear any longer, and with no hopes of turning back, Maggie entered the room, quietly closing the door behind her and locking it.
She began to undress herself, first removing her top, then her shoes, and last her jeans. Lovingly, she made her way to the bed that her hopeful love rested in. Steadily she pulled back the covers, as to not wake the half asleep, half crying Bianca.
She enjoyed the sight of a somewhat naked Bianca lying before her. She wasn't wearing her sweat pants like she normally did; but she was wearing Maggie's shirt that she had left there almost eight months earlier. From the looks of the garment, it had been well used. But that was okay thought Maggie. She had hoped that in the future, Binks would be wearing many more of her clothing to bed; sometimes, maybe even nothing at all!
One last sly smile widened across her face, then she proceeded to move on with her plan. She slid into the bed, pulling the covers over her and Bianca's body. Then, she tapped Bink's shoulder; which caused her to stir, and then roll onto her back. This gave Maggie the perfect opportunity to climb on top of her, letting their bodies mold together.
Slowly she began to trail soft, passionate kisses up and down her friend's neck. At first, it did nothing but cause her to move her head to the other side.
Not getting the reaction she had hoped for, Maggie tried it again, this time on her face. This time, it was a success. Bianca eyes fluttered open to reveal a very real, very sensual, and quite reveling Maggie lying on top of her. It wasn't a dream and she couldn't believe it. It took her a minute to fully adjust to the situation and to regain the power of vocalization.
"Maggie, what the…what are you doing?"
"Shhh, I am just doing something that we have both wanted for a long time. I promise Bianca that I will never again walk out of your life. I am yours, and only yours. I loved what you said to me on the radio. It touched my heart like nothing has ever before. I just want you to love me the way I love you. So please, let me show you how much you mean to me."
Bianca heard a pleading in her friend's voice. It was like nothing she had ever heard before. It was husky, filled with want and lust. So who would she be if she deny both of them the thing they wanted the most.
So with a simple nod of the head and for the first time in their entire friendship, both girls were on the same page. Maggie was the first to smile, and Bianca rewarded it with the exact same gesture.
Maggie leaned into to kiss Bianca for the first time. It started out tentatively, but then it grew. Maggie licked Bianca's bottom lip, seeking permission to deepen the kiss; and sure enough, it was granted. Bianca's lips parted and Maggie quickly pulled her into a heated French kiss.
By this time, both girls forgot about any need for air, they were to busy exploring the new beginnings of love.
"Such pretty hair"
Maggie resumed her attack on Bianca's neck, while Bianca lost her fingers in Maggie's hair. The feel of Maggie first kissing, then nipping, then licking all the way down her neck was more than she could handle. She impulsively felt her head dip back, allowing soft moans to escape her mouth.
Maggie, who had finally reached the end of her shirt, easily slid two hands under and up Bianca's body. Bianca swore her touch was the warmest feeling she had ever experienced. The feel of her velvet hands making their way past her stomach and then caressing her breasts was almost too much to handle.
Finally, Maggie was able to work the shirt up and over Bianca's head and tossed it aside. She had to take a moment, to admire the beauty before her; causing Bianca to blush the minute she realized that Maggie was staring at her.
"Don't blush Binks, don't you know just how beautiful you are? Come here!"
"May I kiss you"
Maggie pulled Bianca into her loving embrace, making sure to never let their lips part.
She slowly let her hands explore all that was before her, unitl she reached Bianca's breasts. She moved her her kisses from her lips all the way down her neck and to her her right breast, taking it lightly in her mouth, and sucking on it ever so tantalizing.
Again, Bianca's head tipped back in ecstasy, as she held onto Maggie for support. Maggie never dared to let her leave the confines of her mouth, and when she was satisfied that she had caused all the pleasure she could, she moved to the left breast, repeating the same exact motions.
Bianca, on the other hand, had plans of her own. She quickly reversed their positions, so that she was now the one on top. Before she continued, she looked one last time into Maggie's eyes for permission.
Maggie knew what she wanted. It was the same then she had wanted for so long. She responded with a twinkle that Bianca had never seen before, and she knew it was finally real.
It was her turn to move a trail of kisses down Maggie's body; but this time, instead of stopping at her breast, she continued to move her mouth down to the destination of desire.
Without hesitation or nervousness, Bianca entered Maggie, tongue easily gliding into the folds of her center.
"May I kiss you there
So beautiful you are
So beautiful"
The taste was salty, yet sweet; and she loved every bit of it. She moved her tongue first back and fourth, scooping the succulent juicy back inside of their origin, and was rewarded with the most pleasant of sounds.
"Oh God Binks, that feels so good! Please don't stop. I love you."
That was all it took, for her speed up her simple motions, causing Maggie's hips to move in time with her. She could sense all of the stability gradually leaving Maggie's body, so she locked her fingers with hers in a death grip; letting her know, that no matter what happened, she could fall and she would be there to catch her and that's when it happened. Maggie for the first time in her young adult life, cam; and it was so beautiful. The release, brought tears to her eyes, and as Bainca finished her assault, she followed Maggie's pulling of her closer to her body.
When she reached her mouth, again she was pulled into a heated kiss; followed by the insertion of Maggie's fingers inside of her body.
She let out a slight whimper of joy at the feel of Maggie finally entering her. As Bianca began to rock her hips, Maggie slowed down her slipping of her fingers in and out. And whispered in her ear.
"Don't cum just yet Binks, I need to see you!" She said teasingly as she darted her tongue across her earlobe.
"Please, don't move
You feel so good to me
Your tongue in my ear
Beautiful
Beautiful
So very beautiful"
Maggie senses the tension beginning to grow in her lover's body. She can feel it building up brick by brick, the same way it did in her. She wanted to make her feel the same way she did her. So she began to speed up.
"So beautiful"
Bianca couldn't think any more; it was all about Maggie! How much she loved her, how she made her feel, and how beautiful she made her feel.
"Beautiful"
And that's when it hit her! She felt Maggie wrap her legs around her back; making her fully away she didn't plan on letting her go anywhere. She pulled Bianca into a kiss just long enough for her to create the beginnings of the most amazing orgasm.
She felt Bianca get ready to release, and that's when she let go of her mouth.
"Please Binks, I need to see you, to know it's real! Open your eyes for me baby! Open them for me!"
She was surprised Bianca had heard her, considering she was barely able to say it. But she did and the minute she heard the words, her eyes shot open and she stared Maggie straight in the eyes.
"See what you do to me! I love you so much Maggie!"
And then it came, or should we say she came. From the depths of her soul, to the very essence that was she. She cam, letting Maggie know once and for all that she was forever hers.
They both collapsed into each other's arms and stayed there until they could find the energy to move again. And all the while, the only thing that was on their minds were how much the loved each other.
"So beautiful"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~6 Years Later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A little boy about 3 or 4 runs joyfully through a yard of a house that was built with love. He has my blonde hair, and Bianca's sparkling doe brown eyes. He runs straight into my awaiting arms. And every time it's the same. Both of us fall back into the grass, laughing and hugging each other just a little tighter. I then, release my tight grip on his fragile body, and lift him to the sky only to bring him back down, safely to my waiting arms saying, "Leo Travis Stone, I love you so very much!" And just like always, he snuggles just a little closer to his mommy and tell me, "I love you too!"
Bianca is only a breath away, sitting on our porch, gently rocking Mona Francis in her arms always signing the same song.
"I guess you say, what would make me feel this way, my girl, my girl, talkin' bout my girl, my girl!" And, as she does this, she takes one of her fingers, and ever so softly pokes our little girl in her belly. And just like always, she smiles and giggles; letting out fist of drool at how happy all the love and tenderness Bianca is giving her makes her feel.
She's only one who knows how to make her laugh and get excited the way she does; sending her pink baby blanket falling to the ground.
I being the loving wife I am, scoop little Leo into my strong motherly embrace; and twirl him around until we reach to where his mother and baby sister are sitting. I then, tilt him upside down, and lower him so that he is able to pick up the blanket and hand it to his mother; only agreeing to, if she gives him a kiss as a simple thank you.
After little Leo gives Bianca and baby Frankie back her blanket, I carefully set him down; only to watch him excitedly run into our house, calling after Grandma Erica, Grandma Anna, Grandpa Jack, Grandpa David, Aunt Kendall, and Aunt Greenlee; only to shower them with his never-ending hugs and kisses. I, on the other hand, remain outside, just standing mesmerized by the sight of my beautiful wife, now rocking little Frankie to a blissful slumber, signing our song! And I think to my self, you are truly my everything!
The End